Also....fat thoughts

I don't understand fat.   I must have had plenty of it.   I have been biking my brains out and have only lost five pounds but two pant sizes.    It is nice to breathe.   Muscle must weigh A LOT more than fat.   I know I have lost all this weight before and gone down even more in pant/shirt size but seriously......when will the tide turn and the numbers go down faster.   At least I am having fun while I am at it and learning that Aldis Peanut Butter Wafers are not as high in calories as I thought.   I cave every once in awhile and eat one.   Love those things.   Pure nostalgic bliss.   Everything in moderation......