Is tired

I am sitting on zee couch with a warm sleeping Evan and thinking about all there is to do and.....not caring. If I have no energy then why plan? Three days in a row of little sleep for whatever reason is causing me to somewhat throw in the towel of caring what gets done by this mommy. Holding the warm sleeping baby sounds productive enough right now. The days of holding my own kids like this are very likely numbered. So....it is a beautiful day, hopefully will warm up, and the stress of too much to do flew out the window somewhere in the night. Zzzzz......